Why complicate things with sex,
when you can imagine it all,
from the comfort of your bed,
all nice and perfect,
with the right amount of dirty bits,
tailored by your imagination,
to satisfy your most intimate desires?
Why complicate things with sex,
when you can ride the wave of expectation,
of those first encounters,
when all is discovery and excitement,
where all is perfect,
all happy endings still possible,
and all outcomes a possibility?
But then the flesh craves touch,
and you want to smell
that scent that drives you mad.
Tongues play and you want to grab.
Your hands travel gently,
mapping your lovers landscape.
He pulls you closer
and tastes you over.
Your body tenses,
and lost are all your past tenses..
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Dawn arrived once again
confirming the witnessing of yet another day.
Long gone are the days,
when I contemplated death
at every minute of every hour.
I choose life.
That was irreversible.
Then all I thought was 'why?'.
Now all I think is 'how?'.
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